Monday, June 29, 2009

Divorce

So I don't know why but lately I am hearing WAY to much about people getting divorced. Just today I found out about two different people I went to high school with that are getting divorced.  I see some people getting married to people that they constantly fight with and  go into thier wedding day upset with the person, to me if you are fighting that much before marriage and even on the wedding day... there is a problem and maybe this person isn't the right person for you. Or I had one girl say that if her ex would have asked her to marry him even while she was dating her fiance... she would have married the ex...... AHH come on people! I know nobody goes into a marriage thinking "oh I want to get a divorce in a few years"  but I guess it all just scares me.  I don't know I am extremely excited for the day when I can get married, and I know that people say marriage is not easy but I hope to one day make the most of it. Sometimes I think that living in Utah we rush getting married... everyone is so young so by the time you are 23 and not married you are old!! I just want to tell people to back off, lets let people meet one another and really get to know one another before jumping right into a marriage and telling people, "oh its okay, you will find someone." Recently someone I know who I would say is extremely marriage hungry, met a guy who is also and within two weeks of knowing each other they were talking about getting married... and even two months into the relationship I question if they really know the other person.  

Regan comes home in six months, and do I think I will marry him?? yes I do! But here is the thing, I am not just going to run off to the temple and get married. We have been apart for a year and a half and even though we have written each other letters and emails every week and stayed close, we still need to see what it is like when we are together again. Have our lives come together or has the time spread them apart? I still to this day am head over heels in love with that boy and I feel like letters and time has brought us closer, but when it comes to getting married.. I think that it is important to fast and pray about it, I want to KNOW I am marrying the right person and have absolutely NO DOUBTS in my head whatsoever. I want to work at my marriage, keep the love alive, go on dates, and do everything I can to make him the happiest guy ever and have him do the same in return. I do not mean for this blog to offend anyone who may have had a divorce, I know every situtation is different and that BOTH people have to work towards the marriage... that is just what scares me... because you never know what can happen.... just try for the best! 

Saturday, April 4, 2009

ATI exam

Well as most know, I am in nursing school now and it takes up my entire life! I am just about to finish up my first year and as a student at Weber they  like us to take the LPN boards after our first year. But in order for the school to let us take the boards this summer we have to take a test know as the ATI that will indicate whether or not we would pass... well I took it today and I was scared out of my mind by the end of the test... but all in all I PASSED!!! so now I will take the NCLEX test this summer. This is good news I can now move onto my second year of nursing and hopefully before you know it I will be a nurse and school will just be a distant memory :) dang I can't wait for that time... 

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Release Date!!!


Well we recently found out that Regan will be coming home on Christmas Eve!! that is t-minus 270 days from now.... and I wish it would just fly by, but o well we all need to enjoy every step of life... it is just more fun to enjoy each step when you are with your favorite person in the entire world!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Long Time Coming :)

Well it is about time I made a little update, my excuse before was the fact that I am in nursing school and due to that I have absolutely no life and when I can be away from my computer I definitely take the chance ;) Well as for nursing so far it has gone pretty good, I got good grades this last semester but I felt like my life was spent at the testing center and they were ready to just put me on their pay roll since I am there enough! I did my clinicals at Timpanogos Hospital in Orem and this coming semester I will be at St. Marks Hospital for our Mother/Baby unit, which I must admit is my favorite with the line of work I want to go into.

I went to California in November for Kimball and Sara’s wedding they were married in the San Diego Temple and it was gorgeous! After we took a day and went to Disneyland which was so much fun! I love how close I feel with that family and I am so excited for future times I will have with them!

The Holidays were great we had Thanksgiving at my Aunt Chelsea’s I am really enjoying hanging out with my cousins (who are all at least 15 years younger than I) Randy, Zoe, Emma, and Sophie. The turkey didn’t end up being done which was a little comical but Mama Cook made one for Sunday dinner a few days later so we could fill our turkey fix!

The Christmas season was fun, after finishing up finals I had to hurry and finish my shopping so I could just relax and enjoy the season, Regan finally hit his year mark on Dec. 19th I sent packages through out the month as the four “weeks” of Christmas. I ended up getting to see many of my best friends and do fun things, go out to lunch, get massages, see the lights, and have sleepovers. I am so thankful for all of my friends I just miss many of them… most of the time!

I was supposed to work Christmas eve night but out of some miracle someone at work wanted to work it and traded me, so I was lucky enough to get to spend the night with the family. Amy who is on her mission in Boston got to call home on Christmas Eve instead of Christmas so I was extremely lucky because I was over there and able to talk to her! It was a nice night we exchanged presents and I got some Holiday scrub tops. I had my grandpa and I made him a memory book of our cruise we took in May I think he really liked it.

On Christmas there was possibly the worst snow storm, in West Jordan there was a grand total of 21 inches in less than 48 hours, lets just say my car didn’t move for a week! The family woke up and had a nice breakfast pizza mama cook made and then we were able to open our gifts. This year all I really wanted was a vacation ;) Last semester was so overwhelming that I knew I would want a break so as my gift I got a trip to Disney World with my mom over spring break! I am so incredibly excited it will be fantastic. After all of the presents were open my dad had to drive me over to Regan’s house for the “phone call” it was so amazing to talk to him and kind of unreal at first, NO I did not cry I was just extremely excited to actually be talking to him! We had him on speaker for a little while and then I asked if I could just chat with him for a sec.. it was so nice, there are so many things you want to say to the person but at the same time it is just fun to know that they are on the other end of the phone line! I got him a camera for his gift and he was having fun all morning playing with it, I am hoping now I can get more pics from him hopefully ;) I love him so much! I’m so glad he is on a mission and serving our Heavenly Father it is such perfect timing for everything that is happening in my life. With nursing school I would probably barely be able to see him but this way we are both getting done something we need to and are both extremely blessed for it! He will get home when I have just one semester left until I graduate and that semester isn’t as much book work more just in Hospital kind of stuff.

New Years ended up being so much fun, I spent the first half of the evening with my family we had a fondue night at the Bennetts and then followed it up with some games…. We were all in such funny moods we started using the light saber on my dad’s iphone followed by strobe light dancing… haha who said mormons can’t find there own kind of fun ;) After I met up with the Twins and we went up to the U of U institute for the New Years party up there, it was so much fun and we saw a lot of friends. They had us all go outside a half hour before midnight and it was like time square they had the ball that dropped and a balloon drop all outside being held up by cranes it was so fun, we found our way under the balloon drop had our horns and hot chocolate and counted down for the new year! I had to go to work shortly after but it was a fun night with family and friends.

The Sugar Bowl was by far the best game of my life I am kicking myself over and over again for not finding a cheaper way to New Orleans, when my friends and I were researching it was like $1800 I just didn’t have that kind of money any who we had a ridiculously fun party at my house with full on screaming and I was keeping my part of the MUSS alive in our basement! I love Utah Football and I cannot wait for next year it will be so so so much fun! We should be #1 I mean come on we are undefeated 13-0!!!!

With the New Year it is a good time to reflect on things in my life, goals and the way my life is headed in general. I can just say that I am extremely blessed! I have the most amazing family and friends and I am so thankful for my membership in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Together they bring the greatest happiness in my life! It is funny how things just seem to fall into place, you know how at times someone may say “If you are doing what you are supposed to in the end it will all end up the way it is supposed to” well with that in mind I have had some amazing experiences just to reconfirm to me that the choices I am making so far in life are the ones that are supposed to be happening. I am just so thankful for my life in general ;)

Hopefully it won’t take me this long next time and I can add some more recent photos from the Holidays

Christmas Disneyland is a new favorite, it is already magical then add Christmas :)
Aladdin and I
Sara and Kimball just coming out of the Temple
San Diego Temple, so beautiful!!

BYU vs. UTAH game, just had to throw this in there ;)
At the reception... I didn't notice the Missionary Tag... I PROMISE!

Monday, October 13, 2008

KISSING TAG!

I am supposed to try to do this in one word but we will see how it goes!

Where is your cell phone? Right next to me
Where is your significant other? Ohio, on his mish
Your hair color? Brown
Your mother? Fun
Your father? Fun, and very responsible
Your favorite thing? Having something fun to do when Im not studying
Your dream last night? Don't remember (you only dream during REM and thats not too long and unless you wake during it you are not likely to remember... haha can you tell what I was studying this week)
Your dream/goal? Live happily FOREVER after :)
The room your in? my lil bedroom
Your Hobby? Photography when I have time
Your fear? can't get over dumb spiders
Where do you want to be in six years? Married!!! starting a family
Where were you last night? I slept at my cousins house... I'm not sure what you call it... watching my cousin get off to school okay while his parents are out of town
What you're not? shy
One of your wish-list items? Ride an Elephant in some remote country
Where you grew up? West Jordan
The las thing you ate? Turkey Pot Pie
What are you wearing? Pj's
Your tv? Off... I wish I had time to watch my favorite shows
Your pet? Maggie Sue... best lil yorkie in the WORLD
Your computer? my new little mac book
Your mood? Don't want to finish my two projects tonight
Missing someone? REGAN, and my grandpa :(
Your car? Her name is Elaine and she is my favorite
Something you are not wearing? my favorite diamond necklace I will not go anywhere without
Favorite Store? Express, Dillards, and Mervyns
Your summer? Come back
Love Someone? absolutely REGAN BUSHNELL
Your favorite color? to be honest I don't know
When is the last time you laughed? two hours ago
Last time you cried? My birthday, I got a call from my Grandpa's wifey telling me she knows he is so proud of me and loves me so much... yeah we bawled together

I now Tag you! The person who is reading this!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Grandpa Roger


This past week my grandpa past away at the age of 69, which personally is just too young!! This is a picture from Andy's wedding just last year... love him!
These are some fun pics we found of me and grandpa when I was a little tike growing up
Hehe the hair is the best!!!
A few years ago at Christmas
Andy Grandpa and I... I was brand new!!

This last week has been pretty hard but I just wanted to take a sec and say that I really love my grandpa and Im so happy  I was able to spend the time with him i did, I'm so glad he got to live with us for a few years while I grew up!!  Love you grandpa!!